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Rants Of A Generic College Kid
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28th-Dec-2009 09:26 pm - can't decide

i changed my layout and profile stuff and yeah yeah yeah.
i was going to re-do my icons... but i'm being indecisive.
soo...if i feel like this tomorrow... paid account here i come.
now i'm going to retreat to the land of my book and indie movies.

12th-Dec-2009 11:06 pm - life's what you make it.

forgiveness isn't for the other person.
forgiveness is for me.

bitterness and unforgiveness only hold me back.
even if it does nothing to help the hurt relationship,
it will make my relationship with my Yahweh better.

this is one of those lessons.
the ones that i know in my head.
but need to apply to my heart
and live our better.
12th-Dec-2009 05:39 pmshe can't decide

its that kind of day.

and a studyin kind of day.

and a boring kind of day.

except earlier it was a dressin cute kind of day

and a movie watchin kind of day

and a eatin with fun girls kind of day

10th-Dec-2009 01:09 am - And I am a tree.
Life isn't about finding yourself
Life is about creating yourself.

Today i laid in bed sick. all day.
it stunk....but i have been watching...

its good, so far.
kinda scares me.
makes me think of d.
he would do something rash like that.
he texted me today while i was asleep...
"i'm sorry if i make you feel like i don't care :( "

i don't know what to do with that.
i'm sorry too.
i'm sorry that after three years i still don't know what your
motivations were when you started this thing.

the title of this entry is a quote from
sheldon last night on BBT.
of course referring to Penny.
who he is still trying to "train".
boys are ridiculous.

OTH resolved the "make-me-want-to-jump-out-of-a-window" feeling
they gave me last week. the feeling is only minute now.

i just really really really get tired of people leaving.
like i hate it. and it makes me real sad.

Maybe one day, i will get to be the one who leaves.
I will.

6th-Dec-2009 11:54 pm - generic Christian university

these two buildings are where i spend all of my
time. where all of my classes are.
within the brick beauties are the religion dept. (bottom)
and the psychology dept. (top)

6th-Dec-2009 11:18 pm - i have THE hat && the britches.

i was walking around and saw a homeless man with a cool hat. i asked him where he got it and he said
that he got it from a man named sam. Sam got it from Harry who got it from Vicky. Vicky got it at a thrift store in Waco.
The store in Waco said that a guy named "C" donated it. I have the hat now, who has the hat?

there is a secret winter wonderland. i found it. no one else in the world knows about it.
its a different universe. i want to escape to there. and be alone. and cold.
i've heard that freezing to death is one of the best ways to go. it might be fun to find out.
in my secret world, that isn't a secret at all.

i'm dorky and do silly stuff like this on pants. except i don't call them pants.
i call the britches. and people laugh. and i don't understand why.
i have britches with a pine apple and an achor and a star on them.

sometimes i feel like thiss tree. i think thats why i like this picture so much.
i'm alone. i can see other trees and they can see me but i'm not exactly with them.
i'm on the outskirts looking in.
30th-Nov-2009 04:38 pm - i'm getting there. ish.

i'm this kind of cool.

and occasionally, this kind.

i'm almost this kind of cool.

i want to be this kind of cool.

15th-Nov-2009 11:55 pm - she twitts

00:09 New hair... New attitude? Haha #

11:20 Is trying to figure out today. #

19:00 @Joellen
yes i do. #

20:21 Needs to get it together. #

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14th-Nov-2009 11:55 pm - she twitts

17:55 Wish the word 'forever' didn't exist. Friends forever? Love forever? Dumb. #

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